Ahahahaha. I feel you on research. My research is being a nightmare too. XD My kimono research is buried in about a dozen books that I need to read. Ah~ I'm fully expecting my head to explode before I manage to read all of those books. At least it's a good way to go.
You've caught me between Saitou and Loki. (Yay I'm writing my Thorki fic FINALLY. And literally caught between them because I have been writing a few sentences in one fic and then switching to the other. XD How I keep things straight is a mystery to me.)
So let's see... Loki's worst nightmare would probably be being accepted by all of Asgardr and no longer hated, no longer seen as evil. There's no way he could accept that as truth, and if it were truly genuine, Loki would do whatever he could to prove none of it was real, destroying whatever sort of hope for peace in his long, long life.
Ah, Saitou... I think he already lived through his worst nightmares. He watched his world crumble around him, even as he fought valiantly, to the very end to save what he valued most. He watched as the samurai way of life was done away with, his way of life. He lost so many friends, so many great warriors. Perhaps the only thing worse than all of that would be for his sacrifices to mean nothing, the government becoming truly corrupt and twisted.
My writing has been going really well! I started working at least on my Thorki fic for the Marvel BigBang. Still haven't gotten to SuperBat, but... I'll pick my battles and be happy I'm at least diving into one of my BigBangs. =D
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Date: 2017-09-10 03:28 am (UTC)You've caught me between Saitou and Loki. (Yay I'm writing my Thorki fic FINALLY. And literally caught between them because I have been writing a few sentences in one fic and then switching to the other. XD How I keep things straight is a mystery to me.)
So let's see... Loki's worst nightmare would probably be being accepted by all of Asgardr and no longer hated, no longer seen as evil. There's no way he could accept that as truth, and if it were truly genuine, Loki would do whatever he could to prove none of it was real, destroying whatever sort of hope for peace in his long, long life.
Ah, Saitou... I think he already lived through his worst nightmares. He watched his world crumble around him, even as he fought valiantly, to the very end to save what he valued most. He watched as the samurai way of life was done away with, his way of life. He lost so many friends, so many great warriors. Perhaps the only thing worse than all of that would be for his sacrifices to mean nothing, the government becoming truly corrupt and twisted.
My writing has been going really well! I started working at least on my Thorki fic for the Marvel BigBang. Still haven't gotten to SuperBat, but... I'll pick my battles and be happy I'm at least diving into one of my BigBangs. =D